im feeling sick today. my heart keeps pumping with constant headaches. i think i might be having an anxiety attack right now. one possible reason is that i have to start school tomorrow. earlier in the week i felt really excited to go back to school becuz i've missed it. yes i missed it. having 3 weeks off was too much to handle. but today i feel scared goin back. the good thing is that i only have one class tomorrow but the downside is that the rest of the week is a killer. my schedule is full from 10:30 to 5 each day. ahhhhh! i hope i can get back to school mode by tomorrow or im gonnna feel even sicker.